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The Weight of Preaching

Thursday, June 12, 2008

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Each proclamation of the gospel by the minster either leads souls toward life immortal or sends them downward toward a deeper hell.  It softens hearts or it hardens them.  It brings men upward toward Jesus, or it will justify God in consigning them to the regions of deepest woe.  Is it not, then, an awful thing to preach?  Who shall attempt to do it until his heart is bathed in the atmosphere and the blood of Calvary?

- Thomas Murphy's Pastoral Theology


One of the things that I lost over the past couple of months (see previous post) was the very thing that Murphy writes of here.  I remember days in which my preaching was in earnest, and the weight of heaven and hell affected me to a greater degree.  I am seeing the Lord slowly restore that sense in my heart, and my desire is that it more deeply weigh on me as my spiritual state is recovered. 

One of the things I think I slipped into was the lack of realization of the high privilege and responsibility of my calling as a pastor/teacher.  Part of this was lost by a varied and scattered interest in some other things.  Thankfully, none of these interests were in and of themselves sinful.  For some, they would be legitimate callings and pursuits.  However for me I believe they had become distractions and not kept in their proper place.

So here I am again, at the foot of the Cross, confessing my failures and looking to the Lord's mercy.  God forbid that I should boast in anything but the cross of Christ.  May the world be crucified afresh to me, and I to it.


Out of the Wilderness

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

The last couple of of months things have not been good for my soul. While remaining orthodox and being kept from any scandalous sin, I have had a creeping worldliness which has infected my heart and a decreasing relish for
God and the Gospel.

By God's grace I have maintained the means of grace, reading the Bible every day, having family worship regularly, having times of prayer and thinking about the Truth of God's Word. However, things were not good.

There was the harboring of sin in my heart, and probably the biggest trouble has been indulgence. Sometimes indulgence in things unlawful, but often just not denying myself any of my lawful pleasures. Not being willing to pinch my flesh for the sake of the Kingdom.

I'm not an ascetic, and believe that God has given us all things richly to enjoy (1 Timothy 6:17). There are self-made regulations that have no value against the indulgence of the flesh (Colossians 2:23). That being said, the constant saying "yes" and not saying "no" tends not to be the most beneficial soil in which the hope of the Gospel grows for me.

There are several things that have been used of the Lord to awaken my soul and see a reawakening in it. One was the Together for the Gospel Conference. Another was several opportunities to minister to people, and as I spoke words I felt myself hollow inside. There was little conviction or power in my own heart as I spoke them. Then there was the weekend stay of a dear brother in Christ in our home. He had recently found an awakening in his soul, especially in relation to prayer, and his presence convicted me.

I began to confess my state to several of my close companions, and to seek the Lord more earnestly. Two books were also great helps, both by C.J. Mahaney. One is
Humility, and the other The Cross-Centered Life
.

I praise God for His goodness, in opening my eyes afresh to the glory of the Gospel. I am still sorting through what God has been teaching me. There is a newness in my walk with the Lord and a fresh sense of His presence in my preaching.

I am very grateful for my church, and the many individuals I know pray for me in earnest. It is through their prayers I am sure that I have been kept from utter abandonment to the world, and now I want to bless them with more earnestness in my labors for them. May my Lord receive much glory in it.


Sharing a Burden
Thursday, December 13, 2008

[written to our church body]

Dear brothers and sisters,

I am sitting in my study working on the Bible class for this week. I must confess that I am burdened.

Why am I burdened? I am concerned that some who need this most probably won’t even be there. I’m not primarily thinking about those who will be sick (I am sorry that will be the case) or those who will be traveling (I will miss you). It is because some of you who won’t need to miss will.

Why would this be a burden to me?
o Perhaps its because I want as big an audience as possible, and to see so many empty chairs in the morning hour is disappointing.
o Perhaps its because I usually work as hard on the Sunday school as I do the sermon, and there is frustration that such work will not be a benefit because of your absence.
These two things could either be righteous or sinful things on my part. If it is sinful, I pray God would purge me of it and help me to think rightly.

But there are two reasons that are first in foremost in my mind for those who regularly miss this time.
o Some of the most practical and particular instruction is given during this hour, and some of you who most need this help will be not be there.
o To regularly miss this hour (or habitually come in late) means you miss 50%, or ½ of the instruction that God is giving to us as a church.

I realize that in other churches you have come from that the Sunday school hour is considered as an option or add-on. In our church this is not the view. We pray for and believe that the Lord Jesus is present with us as I think about our congregation and prepare messages to teach and preach. This is one primary way God shepherds His flock, and many of the problems that we deal with regularly are addressed in this time in a more intense and practical way than is done in the worship hour.

I realize that there are necessary reasons for missing. But if you miss regularly (or are presently dropping off) would you take a moment and ask if you are doing so out of necessity? If before God it is necessary, then have a good conscience before the Lord and ignore this message. I would encourage you, however, to take advantage of the messages that are posted free each week on SermonAudio. This is the primary reason we began to put them on the Internet, not to “reach the world” but to be a service to you when you have to miss.

If you examine your reasons and they are not out of necessity, but laziness (I’ll hit the snooze just one more time), lack of discipline (not going to bed early enough Saturday night), lack of preparation (running around Sunday morning looking for shoes and socks), or lack of commitment (that hour isn’t as important as the worship) then I would beg you to make the necessary changes to be present in the Lord’s House to be ready to receive all the Word that the Lord has for you. If you make it a priority, you can make it (and on time).

Your undershepherd in Christ,
Stephen


Suffering and the Sovereignty of God

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Brothers and sisters,

As you have heard me say often, “we live in a fallen world.” There are many things that befall us that are difficult, and maintaining a God-centered focus is an act of faith in the face of visible trials.

We have known this as a church and with those that we know. There are the difficulties of marriages, miscarriages, cancer, murdered missionaries, wayward children, failed relationships and a host of other events and circumstances that cause us to groan inwardly and outwardly.

Only a faith-filled belief in the “meticulous providence” of God is sufficient to support us in the midst of such circumstances. I have borrowed this term “meticulous providence” from Ronald Nash, a Christian philosopher and writer. This term conveys the belief that God is in sovereign control of every single detail of the world and of our lives. As such, there is no such thing as gratuitous (unnecessary) suffering.

One of our dear brothers in the Lord, Johnny Farese, has been one that has lived with what appears to be physical affliction that most of us would consider faith-crushing. Yet, God has used it to increase His faith in God’s meticulous sovereignty.

If you are not familiar with Johnny, I would encourage you to watch this video of his own testimony.
http://theologica.blogspot.com/2007/08/testifying-to-gods-sovereignty.html

Laboring for your joy in the midst of trial,
Stephen


Trampolines and Front Porches

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

My fellow pastor and I were meeting with one of the men in our congregation the other day, and we were discussing the differences between fellowshipping with the Lord just after our conversion and after one has been a Christian for several years. In the early days everything is new, and has a certain tinge of excitement. Every page of Scripture is seen through new eyes, and the amount of information one takes in is thrilling. Telling others of the Lord is a new endeavor, and one feels like they are on the "front line" of Kingdom work. Christian music gives an ability to express one's love to their newfound King, and worship itself is a new activity filled with wonder and awe.

Then something happens. The newness begins to die down, and one struggles with a faith that seems to be growing cold. Then comes a crucial point (though it probably isn't a specific "point", but more of a gradual process). There are at least three options that one can choose. The first is to look for increasingly exciting things to keep up the adrenaline of the Christian life. New books, new doctrines, louder worship, etc. Even this can only be sustained for so long, and the law of diminishing returns kicks in and one finds themselves in the same place. A second option is to accept the coldness, and learn to live with it. This is a kind of quiet resignation that things just aren't as they once were, that living the Christian life is just dull. But I believe there is a third option, which can be illustrated by trampolines and front porches.

A couple of years ago we purchased a trampoline for our family. I thought it would be something that I could enjoy with my two children (while I'm still able). It has been fun to jump with them, and a delight to see them go from barely being able to stand to doing their own special performances. We also purchased a 3" x 12" pool on our back deck. One of the things I've noticed about both of these activities is that my children thrive on increasing excitement. They constantly want me to throw them, jump higher, swirl faster, and other superhuman feats. They wear me out. This is what is to be expected from children. But this will not last forever.

One day our relationship will mature (as well as our bodies). The day will come when our communion with one another will not be primarily these exciting times of physical activities, but will settle down into heart conversations. I think of the day when our relationship will be most mature, when we will simply enjoy one another, and be able to sit on a front porch with a cup of coffee and talk. The child looks at this and cannot imagine how it can be enjoyable, but the mature relishes in the opportunity for deep and pleasurable conversation.

I think this is the third option we face as Christians. As we mature with the Lord the "exciting" things are replaced with the deeper expressions of love and fellowship with our God. Meditation on the Word, amazement at the beauty of a sunset, times of peace filled prayer, these become the front porch pleasures that as children we could never imagine we would enjoy. But we do, and our enjoyment is extended by a refill of our coffee cup.


Beware!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007


I have written already in this blog about the dangers of the formal religion of the Pharisees which generates loads of man-made rules to keep the believer "safe" from the world. It seems a good time to warn of another danger, that which someone who has discovered Christian liberty may be particularly prone to.

It is the heart of the believer to seek to walk in the paths of righteousness.

He leads me in the paths of righteousness for His Name's sake. (Psalm 23:3)

Imagine someone walking down a path. On each side of the path is a precipice which threatens their very life. As long as one walks in the center of the path, there is no real fear of falling. Even if one does fall, they fall ON the path. However, if one walks on the edge, when they fall they risk falling off of the path completely.

One of the ways that Christian liberty can be abused is by continually "walking the edge." In doing so, there is a bit of a thrill. There is a sense of danger. And the longer one walks on that edge, further from what is clearly the center of the path, there is increased danger.

And some fall...devastatingly. We can keep pressing the boundaries, leaving off watching and praying, and become presumptuous. Where there is a slip, the recovery is hard, and at times nearly impossible. The repercussions are immense, and lives are ruined.

Holiness is not isolating ourselves from the world nor creating a detailed list of "safe" things. Neither is holiness always walking the ledge, flirting with disaster. Safety is in what we know for sure, then we cautiously and prayerfully seek to walk in the freedom with which Christ has liberated us.

In the way of righteousness is life, And in its pathway there is no
death. (Proverbs 12:28)


Who Am I?

Saturday, March 17, 2007


Many books have been written from a Christian perspective critiquing the modern "self-esteem" movement. They rightly point out that when we put ourselves at the center of the universe, we commit idolatry because we exchange the worship of the true God, the One who alone is worthy, for the worship of ourselves.

It seems to me that this whole movement of self-help, self-fulfillment, and self-satisfaction comes out of a context in which philosophically our culture and our education systems are pumping into us that as humans we are really nothing special. If evolutionary theory is right (at it is mostly assumed that it is), then we are a part of the machine of the material world, and there is nothing beyond or above that. Even love and creativity are explained away as chemical functions within the brain.

This being so, we have no more "meaning" and "purpose" than anything else does. Whatever thoughts we have that there is something else is itself just a mixture of chemicals within our brain.

How do people respond to this? Because they are created in God's image, they will simply not settle for it. If we did, the suicide rate would be much higher (non-existence is better than difficult existence). So what happens? People at large take a blind leap of faith. Though I have no purpose (beyond functionality), I will live as if I do. Though I have no meaning, I will live as if I do. Though there is nothing that makes me unique, I will say that I am anyway, and rally around me books and people that assure me that this is true.

We should expose this for what it is: idolatry of self. However, in doing so, might we help people to see the point of tension? In the process, might we show compassion that they are reaching out for what they know to be true, though it is distorted? We can give them a Christian answer that they are unique, created in the image of God. They are special, because they are a personal being unlike any other. They are not an evolved animal, but God intends real purpose, and that purpose is not to glorify themselves, but embrace their uniqueness and glorify God with it.


Thankfulness...for the Basics

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

 

As Christians, we have much to be thankful for. We should be thankful for those things typically considered "spiritual", such as peace with God, the privilege of prayer, the atoning work of Christ. But thankfulness should really cover every sphere of life, and every situation. We are called to give "thanks always for all things to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ" (Ephesians 5:20).

One of the ways we can cultivate a spirit of thankfulness is by saying "thank you" to God for even little things. This may sound somewhat odd, but I frequently think about the blessing of being able to flush a toilet. The reason for this is that I have had the privilege of traveling outside of the U.S. a bit (including the Philippines, Cuba, Haiti, and Zambia) and this has helped me realize that it really is a blessing to flush a toilet (having been in places where I can't).

Another thing those trips has helped me to be thankful for is clean water, something that simply comes gushing out when we turn our faucet on. In these other countries I have always had to buy bottled water, not because I was trying to be trendy and cool, but because otherwise I would have contracted something that would have ravaged my body.

In Haiti I saw a stream running down a mountain through a concrete canal built by the government. In that same stream I saw people washing their clothes and dishes, taking a bath, swimming, and washing their cars. While walking along one afternoon I saw an old man reach down with his bare hand and scoop up water and put it into his mouth.

The photo above is of a little girl getting water out of the bottom of some kind of hole. It is a reminder that even what we consider basic is a great privilege and blessing that we don't deserve. Let us give thanks to the Lord.


The Embrace of Death

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

All her carved images shall be beaten to pieces, and all her pay as a harlot shall be burned with the fire;
All her idols I will lay desolate, for she gathered it from the pay of a harlot, and they shall return to the pay of a harlot.
(Micah 1:7)


Idolatry is fundamentally found in the heart. Those things that are outward are merely objects of that worship, and not necessarily sinful of themselves. This makes idolatry particularly difficult to address, because it isn't just about smashing or ridding ourselves of certain external things, but dealing with our desires, hopes, trusts, and satisfactions.

The picture above (see here for story) is an interesting illustration of what happens to our idols if we don't let them go. In Scripture God often likens idolatry to adultery, and to embrace false gods is to embrace a harlot. In the Micah passage quoted above, Jehovah threatens to lay Israel's idols desolate.

This image reminds me of several of these things. Notice the two embraced. There is a relationship of love and adoration. But they lay in the dust. Their life is over. They lived together, and are desolate together. So with our idolatry.

If we trust, love, hope, and live for things that are temporal, and not for the eternal God, then we will perish with our idols. Ecclesiastes speaks of the pursuit of things "under the sun" as vanity of vanities. I once heard a pastor preach on Ecclesiastes, and he made a memorable statement. "It is like chasing after the wind: you can't catch it, and if you did, what would you have?" Later that same man was found out to have embezzled money that was supposed to be going to the needs of a poor pastor, and wound up in jail. Vanity of vanities.


Conform, Or Be Cast Out

Tuesday, March 26, 2007


Back in 2003 I read a book by Os Guinness entitled Fit Bodies, Fat Minds: Why Evangelicals Don't Think and What to Do About It. Out of that study I did two messages for our church (Pt.1 and Pt.2). The essence of this book is the problem within conservative and fundamental Christianity of anti-intellectualism. Os deems this to be a scandal (stumbling block) and a sin (failure to love God fully). He warns that being intellectual regarding our faith is not the same thing as intellectualism. He says, "Our passion is not for academic respectability, but for faithfulness to the commands of Jesus."

Later in the book, after giving several reasons he believes that this is a problem in the church, he gives suggestions as to what Evangelicals can do to fight anti-intellectualism. Under one of the suggestions he makes a statement that, more than any other in the book, has stuck with me for these 4 years and is the phrase that most impacted me. He states that we must distinguish between unity and uniformity. In other words, the two are not the same thing.

For instance, there can be a body of Christ in which there is true unity, and yet there is not uniformity. Also, there can be a church of people who are more or less uniform, and yet don't have true unity. This is something I have fought hard in my own heart in my 7 years as a pastor.

Proverbs says, "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes..." (Proverbs 21:2). This means that when I come to a judgement about something regarding myself or my family, having worked through the principles of Scripture to some application, I think it is right. I am convinced of it. If not, I would do or think something else. This is a right thing. But what happens when I move from my application of it to then saying (in essence), "Well, if other people think biblically, they too will come to this conclusion." Then, it is only a small step from this to, "If someone doesn't come to this same conclusion, then they clearly must not believe Scripture." This reads awful raw, but it is the truth.

This works not only at the level of the individual and family, but also at the level of the local church. Having seriously prayed and worked through an understanding and application of Scriptural principles, then coming to a decision, there is a sense of conviction and commitment. From this it is only a short way to the estimation of churches that do things differently (even if working from the same principle) that they must be unfaithful and compromisers.

We certainly don't want to handle Scripture with the "every man does what is right in his own eyes" subjectivity. But neither should we seek to become the Lord over others. Romans 14:4 says, "Who are you to judge another's servant? To his own master he stands or falls. Indeed, he will be made to stand, for God is able to make him stand."

This isn't easy, deciding what things are essential (and there are essentials), and what things are particular matters of judgement. It is just plain easier to come up with a list (even a mental one) of who comprises the "us", so we can distinguish from the "them." But the body of Christ, it seems to me, is a unified, but not uniform mixture of people.

In an earlier day I envisioned a more uniform group of people I would be pastoring. Surely (I thought) I could convince them of how to be really spiritual. Instead, I have learned so much from them, and I love them as much as I know how, which is a dismal amount at times. And so we change, and influence one another, seeking to know how to love God with all we are and all we have.


Externalized and Self-Centered Religion
Tuesday, March 1, 2007

I have just finished up preparation for the message I am planning to preach this coming Lord's Day. It is based on Luke 20:45-47, and is Jesus' warning to His disciples about the scribes. My focus of application will be to those things found in the scribes which can be a temptation to Christians in general, but as I studied through it I thought about how it particularly relates to those in positions of leadership. I've seen the enemy, and the enemy is within me!

There are three primary areas that Jesus warns about the scribes' behavior. The first is the use of religion for the purpose of personal reputation. This manifested itself in several ways: the wearing of "religious" garb, the desire to be identified by special titles, the desire to sit in special places in the worship of God and the informal gatherings of people. The second is in using people for their own benefit. The third is using the means of grace as a cover up for what is on the inside.

These are all particular temptations for the ministry, and I must beware. I come from a background of performance expressed in music. Most of what I did and how I lived was based on pleasing myself by pleasing people so that they would in turn please me. More than once (and in an ongoing way) I have to ask myself the hard questions of "why am I doing this?" There are times where the sheer joy of pastoring people, seeing God work in their life, reading Scripture, and a host of other things are done and I forget myself and I see the glory of Christ more clearly. There are other times, especially when I am disappointed by something or someone, that I am brought to a reality check. Am I zealous for the Lord's glory or my own? Is this about what God deserves, or my reputation, my effectiveness, my will?

This passage is a good medicine as I ask myself these questions afresh. I pray that it may do good to all of God's people as I hope to deliver it this Lord's Day.


Love and Art

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

On my Yahoo! home page today there was a story about another two of Picasso's paintings having been stolen. The picture of one of the paintings posted with the story got me to thinking about something I have read in Schaeffer's works:

It is true that the great modern artists such as Picasso never worked for only art for art’s sake either. Picasso had a philosophy which showed through in his paintings. - Francis Schaeffer

He also makes the observation that Picasso often reflected his formal philosophy in his art through cubism, yet when he was in love or painted something he loved his informal philosophy was reflected. The first is a woman he loved, and the other his mother.


While this may be a generalization, I did a quick search on the Internet for some of Picasso's work (what an amazing age we live in), and found a couple of images that, contrary to the image above, truly reflects things beautiful and demonstrates the essence of this observation.

Important to understanding people and reaching them with the Gospel is to find those places where their "formal" worldview (what they say they believe) and their "informal" worldview (how they truly live as created in God's image). We can then show them how the two conflict, and they must either (1.) live in known contradiction, (2.) move to despair (3.) or recognize the reality of God's Truth.
 

 


Being Human - Book Summary

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

 


I've just completed Being Human by Ranald Macaulay and Jerram Barrs. Here is a summary and overview of the book.

Chapter 1 - In the Likeness of God The organizing principle for living the Christian life is the truth of our being created in the image and likeness of God. This includes our that we are personal, reasonabile, moral, and creative, which give us real purpose and the capacity to love.

Chapter 2 - The Biblical Framework and Two Alternatives There are two faulty views which influence Christian thinking in our day. Materialism sees our world as mechanical, and influences Christian thinking by spoiling our view of God, prayer, and the significance of our choices. This moves into fatalism, and is an over-emphasis on the sovereignty of God to the neglect of other biblical truths. Platonism influences Christianity by seeing a secular/sacred division, and "other worldly" thinking to the neglect of living Christianly in our present world. Biblical Christianity, true spirituality, is living lives restored in the image of God, having a relationship with the infinite/personal God, and doing this in the context of the present physical world which, though fallen, still displays God's glory.

Chapter 3 - The Centrality of Christ Spirituality is not asceticism, the purposful neglect of our physical existence and of the physical world, but a life reconciled to God through the death of Christ. His death has meaning not only at the beginning of the Christian life, but also as we live in conscious dependence on His righteousness day by day.

Chapter 4 - Active Obedience The Christian life is neither activism nor passivism. Activism is the view that living a life pleasing to God is all up to us, in our own strength and determination. Passivism is the view that we can do nothing, and we must let go and let God live through us. The biblical view is a dependant activity. We trust in God as we do what He says. We do what He says as we trust in Him. He gives us the strength to do, and we do with the faith that He will give us the strength.

Chapter 5 - The Holy Spirit and the Self: Sovereignty and Responsibility The Holy Spirit is not just some kind of impersonal power, but personal and one of the three members of the Trinity. He is sovereign in salvation, and at the same time works through our choices, thinking, and action. God's sovereignty and our responsibility are not competing nor contradictory, but two truths affirmed in Scripture. Yet, they are a mystery in how they work together, which must be the case seeing that we are finite.

Chapter 6 - Affirming the Self and Denying the Self What do we do with the Scriptures that seem to say that we should deny the present world, comfort, and ultimately ourselves? We should take a close look at those passages and see that it is not "the world" or our "humanness" that is to be denied, but "wordliness" and "self" both in the sense of what is sinful. We should see the legitimacy to enjoy those things which God blesses us with, and also be willing to forego those blessings for the sake of helping others. There is no mechanical formula of how much or when to do this, and each one must live before God in making those decisions.

Chapter 7 - The Mind We should not be rationalists, but should believe Christianity is rational. Rationalism sees man as the starting point of truth, and starting from himself he can come to judge all things. Being rational means holding to the truth that those made in God's image, even fallen men, yet have the capacity to think logically. None do so perfectly because of the effects of the fall on the mind, yet God works through the mind even of the unbeliever in bringing them to faith. There should be no mindless Christianity, and rational thinking, and the renewing of the mind is essential to living Christianly. Becoming a Christian not only involves the mind, but also the will.

Chapter 8 - Guidance The way that Christians should make decisions in their lives is not mechanical. Decisions are to be made within the relationship of the living God, informed by the truth of Scripture, believing that God continues to work through providence. Decisions must be made in faith that God cares and will not abandon His child. There should also be an openness to the Holy Spirit leading in some unusual ways, though this is not the ordinary.

Chapter 9 - The Family While rules and authority are needed, this is not to be the central focus in a family. The relationships are to be personal, and movitivated by love. There are no perfect marriages, parents, or children, and the dynamics of grace must be always present. The primary goal of raising children is winning them to an acceptance of God's immediate authority over them.

Chapter 10 - The Believer's Judgement Those who have the righteousness of Christ will not be punished for their sins on the day of judgement, but their works will be sorted out. Bad works will be burnt up, good works will remain. The demonstrates the significance of what we do in the here and now, that those works will endure for eternity.


Battle Faith

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I have only 30 pages remaining of the book Being Human, and I have being enjoying it very much. It may become one of my top recommended reads regarding living the Christian life. I am in presently in chapter 8 dealing with the topic of guidance. The authors are explaining that one of the principles by which we make decisions is rooted in what they call "battle faith", explaining the meaning of the statement in Hebrews about pleasing God by living by faith.

In the context of guidance, however, we want to use the phrase "battle faith." We are not implying by this that faith changes its meaning [i.e. trust] at a certain point. "Battle faith" is faith exercise in a battle situation. Believers literally are caught up in a battle situation. Believers literally are caught up in a battle. Just as soldiers, who cannot see all the details of the battle or why certain commands are given or why relief has not arrived, nevertheless put their confidence in the commanding officer, so believers, warring against the world, the flesh and the devil, trust God even though they may not understand what is happening at a given moment (p.163).

How wonderful it is to know, as we seek to live the Christian life faithfully where we are, in our own particular situation, our family, our church, that there is something much larger going on that is overseen by our Sovereign God. Our responsibility is not the whole (what human could bear such a burden), but those things God calls us to do in our own sphere. God is working in the lives of all His people, and in all the events of the world, to bring about the consumate display of His glory and the good of His people.


Mondays

Monday, February 26, 2007

Family Day

We have made it our practice, and try to guard it carefully, to have Mondays as our family day. Our weekends can tend to be hectic, and so we seek to have this time as especially ours. We try to do something special, but even when we can't (both of our children have been sick) we hang out at home together. Today we did some general cleanup and organization around the house, read some of The Hobbit, engaged in very important sword fights, and sang and read Scripture in family worship. These can be blessed times when dad doesn't let the weariness to allow him to be grumpy or disconnected. I hope that our children will remember these times as special, and in which we deepened our relationships with one another.


A Better Man

Monday, February 26, 2007

Genesis 14

Abram (later Abraham) had been very generous. There had been a rising conflict between his herdsman and his nephew's, Lot. Rather than claiming his rights, Abram graciously offers Lot whatever part of the land he desires. Lot takes full advantage of this offer, and chooses the best part. It was best only agriculturally, but the worst morally.

Then it happened that the five kings moved through the land, and together with others took Lot and his family captive. Abram's response? "Now when Abram heard that his brother was taken captive, he armed...."

What a temptation it would be to respond differently. Hadn't Lot chosen his way? Hadn't he removed himself from the protection of Abram, and of God? Hadn't his greed and lack of moral purity brought him to this point? Perhaps this was God's judgment on him, and he should be left to suffer the consequences. This is what I initially think.

Abram doesn't respond this way, but when he hears that his brother, his close relative, one bound to him and still his keeper, he arms. To the threat of his own life, the moving out of his place of safety and comfort. God blesses him in the task, then blesses him through the meeting with Melchizedek.

When there are divisions and disagreements between believers, it is easy to take an "us or them" attitude. We are concerned about somehow "lifting the consequences" of their decision. Abraham is a good example in these chapters of a peacemaker, and one who recognizes his bound duty and serves with the potential of the loss of his own life. God help me to be a better man.


On Reading Fiction 

Sunday, February 25, 2007

I'm one of those guys that could have done a lot better in school, but didn't pay much attention. My mind was set on pursuing things that I thought the world was about, and later came to see were shadows and lies. One of the things this robbed me of was a good education.

I went to a public school, and likely could only have done so much with what I got (from a non-Christian perspective), but tools and resources were available that I could have pursued and received much, if only I had known.

We had a school library. I don't know how good it was, but I assume it carried classic literature. There were a few interspersed interesting reads, such as early contact with Encyclopedia Brown, Orwell's 1984 (due to interest from Van Halen's record) and Ayn Rand's Anthem (connected to Rush's 2112...now you see just how much music influenced everything in my life). After high school, I can only remember reading Stephen King books.

One of the things I feel like I am trying to do, and haven't been very good at doing it, is catching up on some reading that I would have gotten with a greater interest in literature. I find this challenging for several reasons. One is I'm 39 years old. Hopefully, I'm not ready to be pushed into the grave, but I have almost 4 decades of almost non-existent cultivation of this dimension of my intellectual life. Since becoming a Christian (and studying for ministry), I have spent a lot of time reading theology books, commentaries, and Christian biographies. And I am grateful to have read them. I trust they have rooted me in the Word.

But over the past couple of years, there has been an increased desire to read some things that I have never been able to explore. Some of this desire was stirred with the Lord of the Rings movies, which sent me to Tolkien's books. Then there is Narnia, which I still haven't completed.

I have read and listened to more about the importance of reading than reading itself, and I am trying to change that. So what am I doing now? Well, I'm reading Mary Shelley's Frankenstein.

I assure you, I am in no way a literary connoisseur, and I am just starting out, but I am enjoying this book. Let me say, it has very little in common with the bolt-necked, flat headed, grunting creature that I grew up watching on movies. There are some interesting themes connected to medical ethics, the responsibility of creation, and the repercussions of our ill-treatment of others.

What is amazing, as I am just beginning to do some of this exploration, is seeing those themes that so resonate with the truth of God found in infallible Scriptures. It is truth spoken in these fresh ways that stir me to see and understand and apply the truth of God.

P.S. My wife Kimberly is on the couch reading Uncle Tom's Cabin.


Trouble in the Early Church 

Sunday, February 25, 2007 

Acts 15

In some ways, this isn't a pretty chapter in the history of the church. It speaks of the reality of zealous, but misdirected teachers going around causing trouble by adding to the Gospel by works. One of the interesting things to note is that these teachers, though they were "from" the church in Jerusalem, were not sent out by them. It is also important to note that the solution to this problem was sought through the means of the local churches in both Antioch and Jerusalem. Even during the days of living apostles, Peter didn't just make an independent declaration, but went through local church leadership. After they work through the issues, it was then the local church who selected messengers to Antioch to clear up the situation.

Later, when there is a strong disagreement between two dear brothers, it is Paul who is commended by the church to be sent out, and Barnabas ceases to be followed in Luke's account.

One application from this text is the reality of the church in the fallen world. There are no perfect churches, even in the early days. The church is made up of sinners, though redeemed, yet imperfect.

There is a lesson here about the place of the local church, and its leadership, in God's purposes. There are many systems of church government, but that of the early church was relatively simple. And in the recorded history, this simple structure was seen as sufficient to do the work of the Gospel.


Sowing in Tears

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Psalm 126

There are periods of time, both in the lives of individuals and groups of believers, that are dark and difficult. There are times which are times of scattering, confusion, labor. These are times that are more difficult than the ordinary. When God sovereignly brings relief, there will be times of joy and celebration. It is a time to recognize God's hand of restorative mercy.

The imagery in this Psalm is that of labor, toil, and loss. The sweat of sowing seed, losing it to the ground for a time. But later there will be blessing. There will be harvest. The sheaves will be brought in with joy.

Now, generally speaking, is the time of sowing for the Christian. The day will most surely come when we will reap. We have, in God's mercy, tokens of his goodness now. Yet, the full blessing awaits Jesus' return. Then there will be a return to joy and a full enjoyment of the fruit of our labor.


The Dignity of All Human Life

Tuesday, February 20, 2007 

There is something precious about human life, regardless of what age, race, or physical capabilities. This is something generally held to in our culture in principle, but contradicted in its policy regarding unborn human life.

There is a dear couple who are part of a sister church not far from our own whose son was born prematurely. But one can see from the blog, and the photos , that this little one is cherished. It is overwhelming to think of the amount of technology and effort being expended (and rightly so) on this little one in the midst of his fragility.

I encourage you to take a few minutes to look around on these sites and be thankful for your health or the health of your loved ones, and remember how we are created in teh image of God, and for that reason are to be treated with dignity and honor.


Being Human

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

For several years, one of the people who God has most used to influence my thinking about the Christian life is Francis Schaeffer. I am not alone in this. The impact that Schaeffer has had on Christians from all over the world (and on the more positive elements of broad Evangelicalism) is immeasurable.

In reading Schaeffer, doing research on the Internet, and following various "trails" I have come into contact with other names of people that have done much to impact the thinking of many Christians who were themselves influenced by Schaeffer. Among these are such people as Os Guinness, Nancy Pearcy, and Jerram Barrs.

I recently come upon a series of lectures by Barrs on the life of Francis and Edith Schaeffer. I have been listening to these while I exercise. I have read several books about the Schaeffers and their work at L'Abri, and these lectures help fill in many of the details.

As a result of the appreciation of Barrs' lectures, I ordered a couple of books of his to read on other subjects. One is entitled Being Human (co-written with Ranald Macaulay). These books represent to me thinking at a "different angle" those very truths I have loved for the 17 years I have been a Christian. I am only beginning each one of them, but have been very challenged in what I have read so far in the. I will keep this blog updated with my process.


What is a Reformed Pastor?

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I recently heard an observation that the term "Reformed" has usually carried a different emphasis in America than it has in Europe. It was said that in America, the emphasis is often in the sovereignty of God in salvation. In this sense, it is almost synonymous with the term "Calvinism." In Europe, however (particularly in those parts most heavily influenced by the Reformation), the emphasis has been on the sovereignty of God in all of life. This means more than his sovereign control of all things, but his Lordship or dominion over every area of life.

Richard Baxter, in classic work on the ministry The Reformed Pastor, used the term to mean something akin to "renewed" or "transformed." He wanted to convey the need for pastors in his day to change their habits regarding their care for the flock of God and be more involved with the informal care of the church.

In entitling this blog, I intend it in all three terms mentioned above. I am Reformed in my understanding of God's salvation of fallen man. I am (increasingly) Reformed in my desire to see the Lordship of Christ in every area of human life. I want to be Reformed in being renewed by God's grace to be more of what the Holy Spirit wants me to be in service to God.

Reformed, and ever reforming!


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